Blast from the Past

BREAKING NEWS.

Chaseface is home.

Get excited.

Celebrate we will, cause life is short but sweet for certain

So I don’t know what is up with me, but my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride lately. Pretty soon I’m going to start writing emo song songs or something, and that? could be scary.
Without going into too much detail, lets just say I’m lucky to have friends who will throw me black and purple parties, wear du-rags, hang out even if I haven’t seen them for months, and get upset if they think I’m mad at them.

I am so lucky.

Have a good’un.

October already?

Dude. Its hard to work full time, go to school almost full time, and maintain a website that almost nobody reads. Now that Elder Smith is on his way to Peru, I don’t know if anyone will read this anymore hee hee. Well a lot is going on so I thought I would take some time to post to you about it. (whoever you are) My classes are going really well, I have made a lot of new friends which is really awesome. Almost everybody in the art department is really REALLY nice (with the exception of stupid suck up boy who I spend too much time hating..) The actual curriculum is really frustrating though. I am awful, I mean AWFUL at drawing. I would hate my drawing class and probably never go if not for a few students and a really cool teacher. However, I find myself going to school more to socialize then to actually learn which probably isn’t good. My 3-d Class is also pretty challenging to me, I just don’t ever seem to have enough time to do my homework well and its frustrating. This weekend though I’m going to make a gigantic sphere made out of sheet metal.. It should be fun. Or disastrous.. I guess we’ll see what happens. I always feel like I do a pretty decent jobs on my projects in that class but when it comes time to critique I always leave wanting to change my major from Art to something like sociology. Its actually been a hot topic in my mind lately, changing my major that is, while I love art, I don’t feel like an “Artist” but I think that its due largely to the fact that I have never taken any sort of art classes aside from photo before this semester. I’m trying to keep a good attitude about things, but its hard. Also, I have a really hard time asking for help, because I feel like I am so much worse than EVERYONE in my classes, especially in drawing. Anyways.. Other things are going on besides school. The girls night group (which includes the fine females from twolooseteeth) are having a Halloween Party and its gonna be rockin’! We had our first official meeting last night to start planning it. I haven’t decided what I want to be yet though. I’m thinking I want to be Sally from the nightmare before Christmas, but I don’t know. I JUST DON’T KNOW. I will probably end up being a UPS Store employee or a punk rock princess or something lame like that. BUT MAYBE I will get a wig. Because we all know wigs are fun. Hmmm What else is going on? Oh I had the pleasure to see Mister Trent Reznor in concert last week. It was pretty good. I have to say I will always love Maynard James Keenan more though. The concert was a lot of fun. There were many an interesting hair style and costume, which was very entertaining. Queens of the Stone Age opened which was really cool except the lead singer kept saying “your mom” jokes, but he was serious. Dude. Nobody should seriously say “your mom” jokes, Especially if you’re a white front man of a rock and roll group. I’m just sayin… SO ANYWAYS- Its October. And Monday is October 17th. Crazy. Part of me can’t believe its only been a year, while the other part thinks its been so much longer. SO MUCH has happened in this past year. I know I have changed a lot and I hope that it is all for the better. Ironically I am happier now than I have ever been in my life. I think that comes when you lose so much though. You kind of get the attitude of “well it’s been worse and I survived that.” If that makes sense. I still miss my dad a lot. He loved Halloween. Every year at the beginning of the Halloween season he would take us to the grocery store and buy like 10 bags of Halloween candy. It was the COOLEST ever, especially when you’re twelve and not worrying about your waistline . He would also always buy my mom a new Halloween Decoration. My dad didn’t really like candy that much. But he loved doing things for us to make us happy. Even last year when we were cleaning out his apartment he had our big crystal bowl, full of candy, even though we weren’t there to eat it. Its weird how something can happen so fast and change your life forever. Since his passing away I’ve decided that I don’t want to have close relationships with people who drink or use drugs. (regularly) I’ve ended two really important friendships this year because of it and its been really hard, but I think that it was the right thing to do. I’ve been thinking about this decision a lot lately… I dunno. I know people don’t understand why I feel the way I do, But this is what I do know. Every person I have ever known to be involved w/ drugs and alcohol its ruined their life, which consequently has taken a toll on mine. So I guess I’m just selfish in not wanting to be close to users, but it is so hard for me to deal with. And if people don’t understand that, I guess they don’t. I really miss my friends though. Anyways.. I better get back to work.. So have a good’un

It’s always better on holiday

Well as Sarah pointed out I don’t post nearly often enough. So here I am posting away! Yet again a lot has happened since I last wrote. Most currently I have seen Franz Ferdinand, and boy was it rockin. Their show was complete with water effects, flashy lights, and somewhat choreographed dancing. It was really fun, the more I listen to them the more I like them. Their new CD is due out next week sometime, and I’m really excited for it. From what I’ve heard (from the show) it sounds pretty similar to their first CD, but its still super fun and catchy. Hmmmm what else is going on? Ohh my good buddy is getting ready to leave on an LDS Mission, its crazy. I went to his farewell a couple weeks ago and it was really weird. Its always strange returning to places that you were once apart of but are no longer- a lot of people didn’t recognize me which was kind of a bummer, but it was still nice to see all the familiar faces of my teenage years. (I’m speaking strangely in this blog for some reason). Elder Smith had the coolest non-farewell ever, complete with an over the top, over dramatic song called “Alone Like Moroni.” Hee the man who sang it was REALLY into the song, he would close his eyes, and emphasize the wrong notes.. Man.. Good times. Well Kiddies I had better get going I have lots of work to do… But thank you for all of your generous comments, and have a good’un!

YAY!!

My computer is home! Yay for me! I am so happy! So how are you all doing? I am alright. Things have been nuts around here because I’m still trying to get back on track when it comes to my life. I’m pretty sure things are going to calm down soon. I don’t have a ton of type to blog, but I had to share this hilarious conversation with you.

You think I got where I am today because I dressed like Peter Pan over here? says:
he’s probably a rapist!
You think I got where I am today because I dressed like Peter Pan over here? says:
and he goes around in his little peter pan outfit getting little boys
The Unlucky one says:
pbsh
The Unlucky one says:
You shouldnt make assumptions like that
The Unlucky one says:
many priests are rapists..
You think I got where I am today because I dressed like Peter Pan over here? says:
yep
You think I got where I am today because I dressed like Peter Pan over here? says:
and so is peter pan…
The Unlucky one says:
lol
You think I got where I am today because I dressed like Peter Pan over here? says:
bastards..